school

man, this is the second day of school and already has so much work and pressure...especially AP art and the anxiety crap thing.
i now taking full dose of the medication and cant wait for the full effect of celexa.

first day was just...i dont know. looking back, i had a lot of mixed feelings but one of the most i can recognize is anxiety of course. for the whole controling my emotions and thoughts and anxiety for the first day, i didnt do so well :(
i was super exhausted after school, but i couldnt rest. i needed to do all the HW before the first class of SAT prep( 3 hr. class ><;) it was horrible, we didnt have the book or anything so we had to share with other pplz, and MOST of the pplz were covering their nose the whole time and the teacher( cute and enthusiastic) joked about how the room smelled, and it requires way more participation that i thought because the class is only less than 10 pplz... the good thing is, its actually quite helpful. so i need to do my best for SaT! and since dad payed 1000 bucks for both of us....it killed the wallet.
after the class. approx 9pm (i can experience the suffering of the asian students...cram school) i was super pooped and had a BIG headache. ><;; n i can bearly walk. i guess cause so many things went on just only one day and just right out from the summer break when a person is still not in the mood to do anything but sleep (lol. i dont make sense.)
anyways, end up i even watched 2 hrs of AMerica's got talent after that since i cannot miss the semi finals!!! and man, it was an intense night.

second day of school went pretty well i guess. i did A LOT of breathing exersize and kept telling myself that "i am normal" i guess that kinda helps. still getting use to my shoulder bag. i think its really ugly and cheap...i miss te forever21 leather bag!!!