school will start exactly one week!!! ><;;;;
im sooo not prepared: bad haircut, no new clothes, crappy messenger bag...etc. but especially the my self esteem and the anxiety disorder!!!
even though i practiced relaxing techniques, i dont think its enough, and i m like desperate for some solution.
medication is the last thing i want to consider, but because school gonna start and i have no other choice. :(
and another thing is... I CANNOT SWALLOW PILLS!!!!
but i was so super relieved when i saw the tiny tiny tablets of the antidepressent.lol
medication was easier to get than i thought (although i think i looked desperate to the phyciatrists* xp)
yea, hope it will work, and i hope i wont have to take it for so long, or worse, get depended on it :[
btw, i forgot the name of the antidepressant. ^^;
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