im happy~~~ and so much to do~~~ and i wanna go shopping~
im like becomming materialistic right now. kinda in the process. yesterday i was sharing with my siblings of what i want: i want sensei's daughter's haircut, dye my hair, get circle lenses, have really awesome Asian clothes *0*
omg!!!! and workman boot shoes!!! from forever 21 and they are high heels so they are perfect!!!
i want alot more things but cant really think of it right now. like seriously i think about waht i want every so often and thinking i need to go shopping and crap. i feel bad because this is near thanksgiving and all im thinking about is waht i dont have and want. its like looking at the empty half of my bottle, or the hole in the donut. ><
i really want to change myself like start wearing makeup and be more confident!!! thats right, confident!!!!!
anyways, today we went to target cause they had jeans for like 10 $!!! and i bought other stuff like tang top and thermal and other stuff.... then went to church and during lunch time, i met few NGA pplz and they were sooooo frickin pretty! OMGAAAAA!!! especially the one from Sydney, she is like perfect! with hazel eyes, beautiful accent, short cute hair and tall and skinny. hell i almost died just talking to her ;D btw, no im not bi or gay. lol
after that we went ice skating and saw jenny there too!!! <333 she brought some gloves and hats and scarf! she is so nice and caring!!! it was fun, but my ankle hurt so bad and now i have a huge bruise on my butt that i can barely sit or stand or walk with. anyways yay :DDD
this week, there is this eye contact solution on sale for FREE! and i wanted to get it, but dad didnt let my buy circle lenses :( i wanted them so bad though...but i checked online if they were safe, and they werent. pplz like my friends that wear those awesome pigmented color contacts are actually taking quite a risk.
lets make some goals for this week shall we?
btw, really want to go to winter workshop and NGA but because of that stupid FFF problem, i dont feel confident :( maybe i should see a doctor? ;_____;; *sigh*
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